>> he says to you, you know, i want to finish this up so you can go and serve your sentence. then he says good luck to you, mr. williams. it looks as if your whole life is falling apart at this moment and you know it. >> well, that was ten years ago. when you're going through a court case for eight years, you have a relationship with the court clerk, the court, your lawyers, and everybody else you see. for eight years. and i think, that after that, at that time right there, i honestly thought the judge honestly thought i can, you know, show remorse, reform my life. >> yeah, did you think you were untouchable at the time? >> i think so. i think at a time where you think that you're bigger than everybody else. when you lose your way sometimes, those are the things that happen when you just lose your way. i lost my way, don. >> you lost your way.